oh bOy continued...

As much as I don't want to be vague, because I don't like when people are vague, I feel this situation calls for it.

I had a 'scare', if you will last weekend. It's kind of crazy that it is pretty much done and over with this weekend.

Most everyone in my life, knows about this anyway. I had a guy that kind of had a crush on me. And he kind of got, well, intense. Almost to the point to where I was scared to look at my phone when it rang, or even answer the phone at work because I thought it might be him, it wouldn't even of surprised me if he would have shown up at work and was waiting outside by my car, even though it was freezing outside. I got a few interestingly intense emails and gifts. But it has calmed down some, Thank God.

I guess this is more of a prayer request than anything. The guy, E, seemed nice and I'm sure deep down, he is a great guy. He just needs to realize that, and figure out who he is and be that, not be who the girl wants him to be.

In other news..the weather in Michigan has been nuts. It snowed 4 inches I think last night. what?! Yep..winter is back! It's been snowing on and off all day too. I'm glad the church I'm going to is pretty close.

I have some love stuff to update on. But maybe another time.

Oh bOy

Where even to start!

I have had SO much going on in my life in the past week that it is just crazy...and it's always hard to tell exactly how much information I should put out in the 'blogesphere'.

Lets start with Valentines Day. I was a little nervous about how I would be feeling on that day this year. So I prayed to God that he would just comfort me during that day. Boy did He deliver! I had woke up a little early and went and saw my grandma before I came into work. It was so good to see her! I was there for about 15 minutes. Then I came into work and 'K' at work had brought in all the "Fixin's" for an amazing salad. It was great! I felt special :) I had made chocolate pumpkin muffins for our dessert :) I love being girly and having lunch dates.

Then after work I ran over to see my Valentine (aka Brylee May), to give her LOTS of hugs and kisses and 'Auntie loves you's". Man I love that girl!

I went out for dinner with my cousin Kelly and my cousin Conrad's(Kelly's brother) Fiance, Jen. We met at Fridays and had a fabulous dinner with great conversations and two Junebugs a piece! Needless to say..it was a good dinner. After that we went to a sold out showing of He's Just Not that Into You. GREAT movie! We laughed, and cried.

I got home a little after midnight, had Kelly spend the night, we talked for a while and then had to go to sleep to get up for work the next day. It was probably the 2nd best Valentines Day I have ever had:)

Now, onto a more sensitive subject. I'm not sure even how or where to begin. Or how much to say.
I almost don't want to say anything, just because I'm tired of thinking about this whole situation.
hmm..I'm gonna pray on this for a little while.

almost ready...

So, I have my new post pretty much all set. I have a little bit more to add, but before I post it, I want to make sure Kelly gets our notebook before I post it on here, and I want to work with Merr too. Just incase.

So this Saturday I will post about my crazy week. :)

love to all

*Rach

ps:

Another good thing about yesterday, is that, by eating a banana split for dinner, I got something off of my "101 things to do in 1001 days" list!

:o)

My hair needs a trim

Yesterday, God showed Himself to me through friends.

First, let me say that I am in such a good giddy mood, it's probably because in approximately 16 minutes, I will be getting a Egg, Bacon, Cheese, BAGEL. For those that work with me, you know what a treat this is!

Ok, so back to yesterday. I wouldn't say I was sad, so that's a HUGE blessing right there. But as I was laying down to take a short nap before I went out to dinner with Winnie, my door bell rang, incessantly. So I get up and try to peak out my kitchen window, and I can see the car..but I don't really recognize it. So I go and open the door and there is Melissa! I haven't see here since just after New Years, so it's been quite a while and it was SUCH a nice surprise. She brought me my Christmas Presents (soooo many cute things!) and I got so many hugs..it was such a blessing to see her.
Then I got to go out to dinner with Winnie, whom I also haven't really seen since New Years, we went to The Rainbow Grille (so good) and we split an order of Onion Rings (the RB has the BEST homemade onion rings) and we each had a banana split, which we each only ate about half of..maybe less(3 giant scoops of ice cream, too much caramel to mention, whip cream, nuts, and 3 cherries!) PLUS 2 cups of pretty darn good coffee..in pretty darn dirty coffee cups..so that was nice. haha
After that I dropped by to see my parents and have coffee with them (add 2 more cups..plus 2 from work earlier in the day) and I got a text from my friend K, and she just wanted to tell me she was thinking about me and praying for me.

Can we say, what an unbelievably great day!?

1 year

I know it's stupid.

1 year ago today is when Stephen and I 'broke up'

Not sure how I'm feeling about, since we talked about 5 days ago.

Mostly, I feel over it. I think. I wish I were more over it so I could move on. In time I suppose.

I'm not super sad or anything. More of reflecting on this past year and our relationship. I'm going to not do that so often anymore. I've talked to God about this, I'm putting it in His hands :)

ANWAY

tomorrow night is Ladies night :)

My mom, Courtney, and I are going out to dinner. With out Brylee. It'll help to make it easier for Courtney to go back to work if we get her out with out Brylee little by little. So we're hitting an early bird dinner (around 4:30) and then heading back to their place. I'm excited, we're going to Olga's Kitchen..MAN I love that place!

I also love Taco Bell..I went there twice yesterday

Starting Day!

Today starts my 101 things to do in 1001 days. I am stoked. I wish I had more energy to get some of them done!

I took today to relax, because tomorrow I start my 10 days in a row of working. But that's fine, I like staying busy.

So, I said that I wasn't going to blog again until I had something good to blog about. Boy does God deliver(duh..I know). I just love when He shows himself to me.

So after my last post, I was lets say, not in the best mood :) and then..the phone rings. And I got some inspiration, and really made me feel better, not so alone. And I think that person checks in on my blog every now and then, so to them...thank you for cheering me up...it really meant a lot! I'm looking forward to our talks!

I am off to drink my 5th..or is it 6th? cup of coffee...

More to come as I check things off my list!