A post from me! I promise tonight I will post a new entry!
:)
with pictures!
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
In Need....
I am struggling.
I am in need of prayer, even if only 2 people read this. :)
I'm not sure if I want to just put everything out there, on here..
I'm feeling let down, forgotten, not important enough or memorable.
I was on a down spiral for a while, and I thought this would help me, kind of pick me up, and help me stay up so I wouldn't go down again. And that thing that I thought would help, let me down. I agonize over this everyday, wondering why, what's wrong with me, how could it have happened? Gah..
I suppose it's made me more independent..and that's a HUGE plus. And because I'm dramatic today..it's also jaded me. I thought this would be my 'safe haven' of never ending support and encouragement and positiveness, and now I have this sour taste in my mouth.
When will I be memorable? When will people keep their word to me? Maybe this is God teaching me a lesson on patience? Maybe He's trying to tell me that I don't depend on Him enough?
To leave off on a lighter note..I am about half way done with my Camp Dakota post, so look for that in the next day or two :)
I am in need of prayer, even if only 2 people read this. :)
I'm not sure if I want to just put everything out there, on here..
I'm feeling let down, forgotten, not important enough or memorable.
I was on a down spiral for a while, and I thought this would help me, kind of pick me up, and help me stay up so I wouldn't go down again. And that thing that I thought would help, let me down. I agonize over this everyday, wondering why, what's wrong with me, how could it have happened? Gah..
I suppose it's made me more independent..and that's a HUGE plus. And because I'm dramatic today..it's also jaded me. I thought this would be my 'safe haven' of never ending support and encouragement and positiveness, and now I have this sour taste in my mouth.
When will I be memorable? When will people keep their word to me? Maybe this is God teaching me a lesson on patience? Maybe He's trying to tell me that I don't depend on Him enough?
To leave off on a lighter note..I am about half way done with my Camp Dakota post, so look for that in the next day or two :)
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